TGIF!

It Friday again people! Most of you are either out w dates or partying yeah. Well me.... Im just at home blogging now! haha. This week was a very rough week. VERY! Emotionally? Yes. Mentally? Yes. Physically? YES! Feel like clearing this semester fast. Im feeling the stress already. Its really killing me. All the modules are like so heavy! Specialization ah specialization. Why!! I still need study forensics law. Gosh. Heavy content. Tutorials arent like last time already. Its much more tougher. Stress lvl: Maximum

Well. Emotionally, im feeling insecure? haha. Always having wild thoughts which im afraid that it might come true... Sigh. I wonder why. Its like sometimes i got this eww feeling and i kinda cant shake this feeling off. I dont know why. Then i got to do things to like not think of it. Get myself distracted. Sigh. Why why why?! I dont know also. And also, i dont know what are you thinking also. I just cant read your mind. Not sure is it a good thing or bad. Stress lvl: Maximum

Im not sure why there isnt progress. Trying so hard liao still got this thing that is forever demoralizing me. I WANNA MAKE IT VANISH! Like seriously lor. Hais. Why like this! Why why why!!!! Its affecting me alot actually. Everytime i see it, its like tearing me apart. *lol*



Thoughts...
Everything happen for a reason right? But sometimes you just dont know what's the reason.
Sometimes everything seems perfect but you cant get the perfect out of it. Do you understand what it means?
Life is always not perfect. But we try to seek perfection. But is it possible to achieve the perfection state? But before this, what does it means by a perfect life? Different people got their different definition of it. I've been thinking of "my perfect life" and i sort of have an idea what it is.