Im not sure if you read my blog but I'll still continue to post it still.


I'm afraid in future, you won't contact me at all. In afraid you will not reply me. I'm afraid that You will stop initiating chat w me. I'm afraid that you will forget about me.

You and Only you! No one else! 

TGIF!

It Friday again people! Most of you are either out w dates or partying yeah. Well me.... Im just at home blogging now! haha. This week was a very rough week. VERY! Emotionally? Yes. Mentally? Yes. Physically? YES! Feel like clearing this semester fast. Im feeling the stress already. Its really killing me. All the modules are like so heavy! Specialization ah specialization. Why!! I still need study forensics law. Gosh. Heavy content. Tutorials arent like last time already. Its much more tougher. Stress lvl: Maximum

Well. Emotionally, im feeling insecure? haha. Always having wild thoughts which im afraid that it might come true... Sigh. I wonder why. Its like sometimes i got this eww feeling and i kinda cant shake this feeling off. I dont know why. Then i got to do things to like not think of it. Get myself distracted. Sigh. Why why why?! I dont know also. And also, i dont know what are you thinking also. I just cant read your mind. Not sure is it a good thing or bad. Stress lvl: Maximum

Im not sure why there isnt progress. Trying so hard liao still got this thing that is forever demoralizing me. I WANNA MAKE IT VANISH! Like seriously lor. Hais. Why like this! Why why why!!!! Its affecting me alot actually. Everytime i see it, its like tearing me apart. *lol*



Thoughts...
Everything happen for a reason right? But sometimes you just dont know what's the reason.
Sometimes everything seems perfect but you cant get the perfect out of it. Do you understand what it means?
Life is always not perfect. But we try to seek perfection. But is it possible to achieve the perfection state? But before this, what does it means by a perfect life? Different people got their different definition of it. I've been thinking of "my perfect life" and i sort of have an idea what it is.

These few days, i was thinking what i want. And this are the results:

I want a pair of black toms.I want 2 pairs of Vanz.I want a new iPhone Cover.I want a bigger room.I want a Queen/King size bed.I want a new wardrobe.I want a new Laptop.I want a Baggu Bag.I want a timberland shoe.I want a Dog.I want to get into a local university.I want a GPA >3.5.I want a new desk.i want to live in a new house.I want to be rich.i want to be a actor.I want to be a forensics.I want to be a Vet.I want to have many true friends

But they are not as important as how much I WANT YOU ♥

Some of you may ask me why got 1 post missing. Haha. Well... I sort of private it though.
Not sure if..... ahh nvm

DAmn fucked up now. Like PMS since yesterday when i got home. Kns la. I fucking hate my small cousin can. Always take all my food and snacks without asking. Then give me a fucking innocent face of hers like she didnt take it like that. Open eye big big and stare and what stick tongue out. FUCK LA! Think i scared is it. I didnt give you a slap nia! Cause later Aunty come fucking find triuble with me! tsk. RICH PEOPLE THEN LIKE THAT LA! KNS! Tell my grandma dont give her le! Then she behind my back give her. Think i no use brain one ah!

I study so much hor not never use it okay!
Aiyaaaaaaaa! fuckkkk this la! pissed like mad can.!

Heyyy people! First day of school today! Hahahah. Going off soon(:

These few days was rather enjoyable. Maybe cause someone is accompanying me throughout the day till night (:  Thanks alot  yeah 




30/3/2012
It's Fridayyyyyyyyyyy! But it seems normal to me. Reason being i got nothing to do at all! Heh. So was kinda bored. Lately, i downloaded maple and play again. I know i know. Some of you guys might think that: HUH! MAPLE! SO LAMEEEE! Well, honestly speaking, at least Time is flying as Im playing. Was also on msn w   . Never fails to put a smile on my face! I wonder how    does it. Anyway, so my whole afternoon was playing Maple and chatting with   . Then    asked me out for dinner. I agreed and guess where we had our dinner? WOODLANDS WATERFRONT! Haha. Take away pizza from pizza hut and eat there. Unfortunately,    had 2 slice while 1 only had 1 slice. Reason being. It was infested w ants )): PIZZAAAAAAAAAAAA ):  And a vampire ant bit me! Left the mark for 2 days. Afterward, we hang around the pyramid. *Yup, hang around!* Then like 11 plus we went home...


31/3/2012

EARTH HOUR! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! So its earth hour! Did you guys save electricity? I doubt so right! Instead waste even more! HAHAH! So nothing special until like 5 plus. Asked    to go town w me after much persuasion. Walked around town then have dinner at 313@somersat. Withness the Earth Hour Parade outside Taka. Nothing much though. BUT I WANTED THE TSHIRT! Ohhh. And when we were at ION! We saw Vincent, Eric, Sam and Nicolas. Coincidental muchhh.! We proceeded to Shaw and sat at the resting area, looking at the city view. Like 9 plus 10, we went home. TADAAA! Another day gone! 


1/4/2012
APRIL FOOL! Lalala. Got pranked and i also pranked others! So I was planning to go WEST COAST PARK! And I did! Woah. WCP sure changed alot. Been 712684576183461034891 Years since I was there. it sure look very nice! Haha. And of course    accompanied me. So kind of   ! So we chatted and chatted and chatted alot on alot of stuff. All sorts of stuff yeah. And actually i saw the soft side of   ! About 5, left there.    sent me to the bus stop and yup. Thats all.


As usual, Imma end it w a song: Naked