TheOneThatGotAway

You Stole My Heart
& Ran Away

DerekNg.
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Date: Monday, April 30, 2012

Time: 11:47 PM

Promises

Im not sure if you read my blog but I'll still continue to post it still.

I know that its has been hard for you and you have been trying to love me and in the end it failed. Its been tough for you. I know it's because your past experience w him or maybe other stuff that.... I know you care about promises and you hold on to it strongly. You also remembered what I said about having a white bear. Guess what, I'll be making sure what i promised you comes true.

I promise you that i will get GPA of 3.5

I promise you that I will get a timing of 50 mins.

I promise you that i'll wait for you. Even till you come back from Australia.

I promise you that i will live my life to the fullest. But i want you to be in it.

I will try my best to achieve all this. Regardless of all the stress that can cause me to break down. No matter what, it will not stop me from making me accomplish it. It might make me stress me like mad. It may seem unreachable. My friends might tell me that I'm crazy and I should just give up. But no. I ain't giving up. It was hard finding you already and I won't let you go.

I'm afraid in future, you won't contact me at all. In afraid you will not reply me. I'm afraid that You will stop initiating chat w me. I'm afraid that you will forget about me.

Date: Saturday, April 28, 2012

Time: 8:39 AM

You and Only you! No one else!

Date: Friday, April 27, 2012

Time: 8:55 AM

TGIF!

It Friday again people! Most of you are either out w dates or partying yeah. Well me.... Im just at home blogging now! haha. This week was a very rough week. VERY! Emotionally? Yes. Mentally? Yes. Physically? YES! Feel like clearing this semester fast. Im feeling the stress already. Its really killing me. All the modules are like so heavy! Specialization ah specialization. Why!! I still need study forensics law. Gosh. Heavy content. Tutorials arent like last time already. Its much more tougher. Stress lvl: Maximum

Well. Emotionally, im feeling insecure? haha. Always having wild thoughts which im afraid that it might come true... Sigh. I wonder why. Its like sometimes i got this eww feeling and i kinda cant shake this feeling off. I dont know why. Then i got to do things to like not think of it. Get myself distracted. Sigh. Why why why?! I dont know also. And also, i dont know what are you thinking also. I just cant read your mind. Not sure is it a good thing or bad. Stress lvl: Maximum

Im not sure why there isnt progress. Trying so hard liao still got this thing that is forever demoralizing me. I WANNA MAKE IT VANISH! Like seriously lor. Hais. Why like this! Why why why!!!! Its affecting me alot actually. Everytime i see it, its like tearing me apart. *lol*

Thoughts...
Everything happen for a reason right? But sometimes you just dont know what's the reason.
Sometimes everything seems perfect but you cant get the perfect out of it. Do you understand what it means?
Life is always not perfect. But we try to seek perfection. But is it possible to achieve the perfection state? But before this, what does it means by a perfect life? Different people got their different definition of it. I've been thinking of "my perfect life" and i sort of have an idea what it is.

Date: Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Time: 9:47 AM

These few days, i was thinking what i want. And this are the results:

I want a pair of black toms.I want 2 pairs of Vanz.I want a new iPhone Cover.I want a bigger room.I want a Queen/King size bed.I want a new wardrobe.I want a new Laptop.I want a Baggu Bag.I want a timberland shoe.I want a Dog.I want to get into a local university.I want a GPA >3.5.I want a new desk.i want to live in a new house.I want to be rich.i want to be a actor.I want to be a forensics.I want to be a Vet.I want to have many true friends

But they are not as important as how much I WANT YOU ♥

Date:

Time: 5:09 AM

Some of you may ask me why got 1 post missing. Haha. Well... I sort of private it though.
Not sure if..... ahh nvm

Date: Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Time: 8:35 PM

DAmn fucked up now. Like PMS since yesterday when i got home. Kns la. I fucking hate my small cousin can. Always take all my food and snacks without asking. Then give me a fucking innocent face of hers like she didnt take it like that. Open eye big big and stare and what stick tongue out. FUCK LA! Think i scared is it. I didnt give you a slap nia! Cause later Aunty come fucking find triuble with me! tsk. RICH PEOPLE THEN LIKE THAT LA! KNS! Tell my grandma dont give her le! Then she behind my back give her. Think i no use brain one ah!

I study so much hor not never use it okay!
Aiyaaaaaaaa! fuckkkk this la! pissed like mad can.!

Date: Sunday, April 15, 2012

Time: 5:21 PM

Heyyy people! First day of school today! Hahahah. Going off soon(:

You Stole My Heart & Ran Away
Yours Truly DerekNg. 25 May. Geminiツ Nanyang Polytechnic Pharmaceutical Science Hotmail Facebook Twitter Footsteps Exits Tumblr♥ Eric Link Link Link Archives November 2011 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy Images: Tumblr	Date: Monday, April 30, 2012 Time: 11:47 PM Promises Im not sure if you read my blog but I'll still continue to post it still. I know that its has been hard for you and you have been trying to love me and in the end it failed. Its been tough for you. I know it's because your past experience w him or maybe other stuff that.... I know you care about promises and you hold on to it strongly. You also remembered what I said about having a white bear. Guess what, I'll be making sure what i promised you comes true. I promise you that i will get GPA of 3.5 I promise you that I will get a timing of 50 mins. I promise you that i'll wait for you. Even till you come back from Australia. I promise you that i will live my life to the fullest. But i want you to be in it. I will try my best to achieve all this. Regardless of all the stress that can cause me to break down. No matter what, it will not stop me from making me accomplish it. It might make me stress me like mad. It may seem unreachable. My friends might tell me that I'm crazy and I should just give up. But no. I ain't giving up. It was hard finding you already and I won't let you go. I'm afraid in future, you won't contact me at all. In afraid you will not reply me. I'm afraid that You will stop initiating chat w me. I'm afraid that you will forget about me. Date: Saturday, April 28, 2012 Time: 8:39 AM *You and Only you! No one else!* Date: Friday, April 27, 2012 Time: 8:55 AM TGIF! It Friday again people! Most of you are either out w dates or partying yeah. Well me.... Im just at home blogging now! haha. This week was a very rough week. VERY! Emotionally? Yes. Mentally? Yes. Physically? YES! Feel like clearing this semester fast. Im feeling the stress already. Its really killing me. All the modules are like so heavy! Specialization ah specialization. Why!! I still need study forensics law. Gosh. Heavy content. Tutorials arent like last time already. Its much more tougher. Stress lvl: Maximum Well. Emotionally, im feeling insecure? haha. Always having wild thoughts which im afraid that it might come true... Sigh. I wonder why. Its like sometimes i got this eww feeling and i kinda cant shake this feeling off. I dont know why. Then i got to do things to like not think of it. Get myself distracted. Sigh. Why why why?! I dont know also. And also, i dont know what are you thinking also. I just cant read your mind. Not sure is it a good thing or bad. Stress lvl: Maximum Im not sure why there isnt progress. Trying so hard liao still got this thing that is forever demoralizing me. I WANNA MAKE IT VANISH! Like seriously lor. Hais. Why like this! Why why why!!!! Its affecting me alot actually. Everytime i see it, its like tearing me apart. lol Thoughts... Everything happen for a reason right? But sometimes you just dont know what's the reason. Sometimes everything seems perfect but you cant get the perfect out of it. Do you understand what it means? Life is always not perfect. But we try to seek perfection. But is it possible to achieve the perfection state? But before this, what does it means by a perfect life? Different people got their different definition of it. I've been thinking of "my perfect life" and i sort of have an idea what it is. Date: Wednesday, April 18, 2012 Time: 9:47 AM These few days, i was thinking what i want. And this are the results: I want a pair of black toms.I want 2 pairs of Vanz.I want a new iPhone Cover.I want a bigger room.I want a Queen/King size bed.I want a new wardrobe.I want a new Laptop.I want a Baggu Bag.I want a timberland shoe.I want a Dog.I want to get into a local university.I want a GPA >3.5.I want a new desk.i want to live in a new house.I want to be rich.i want to be a actor.I want to be a forensics.I want to be a Vet.I want to have many true friends But they are not as important as how much I WANT YOU ♥ Date: Time: 5:09 AM Some of you may ask me why got 1 post missing. Haha. Well... I sort of private it though. Not sure if..... ahh nvm Date: Tuesday, April 17, 2012 Time: 8:35 PM DAmn fucked up now. Like PMS since yesterday when i got home. Kns la. I fucking hate my small cousin can. Always take all my food and snacks without asking. Then give me a fucking innocent face of hers like she didnt take it like that. Open eye big big and stare and what stick tongue out. FUCK LA! Think i scared is it. I didnt give you a slap nia! Cause later Aunty come fucking find triuble with me! tsk. RICH PEOPLE THEN LIKE THAT LA! KNS! Tell my grandma dont give her le! Then she behind my back give her. Think i no use brain one ah! I study so much hor not never use it okay! Aiyaaaaaaaa! fuckkkk this la! pissed like mad can.! Date: Sunday, April 15, 2012 Time: 5:21 PM Heyyy people! First day of school today! Hahahah. Going off soon(: